This Too, Will Pass ~ ENLIGHTENMENT
IS NEAR
IN MARCH,
1998, I sat beneath the tree that for thousands of
years people have called ‘the Bodhi-Tree’
in the Holy-of-holies of Buddhism in India, a place
known as Budh-Gaya (it is not the original tree, but
a descendent of it). Constantly, people circumambulate
the main shrine, drawn here from all over the world,
their various garbs identifying them as Japanese,
Thai, Burmese, Chinese, Tibetan, Sri Lankan, Vietnamese,
and so on; not a few Westerners can be seen, too.
Many tongues— some recognizable to me, others
not— are heard here.
Since my first visit in 1974, I have been
here many times, and the scene, while always new,
of course, is always one of devotion. People have
been coming here as pilgrims since the time that Siddhartha
Gotama, otherwise known as Sakyamuni, discovered what
he did here over 2,500 years ago and became thereafter
known as ‘The Buddha’: ‘The Awakened
One.’
There have been many changes at Budh-Gaya
since my first visit, and not all of them for the
better. It has become more accessible these days,
and consequently commercialized, as more people visit
now, with more money than they used to have; there
are more temples, and many hotels and shops where
before there were only few, and, needless to say,
the number of beggars has increased; because of incidents
of banditry and armed-robbery in the area, it is unsafe
to travel some of the roads at night (even temples
have been robbed at gun-point and people shot). But,
while the creature-comforts of visitors is quite well-provided
for, it is rather surprising to find not a single
vegetarian restaurant in this holy-of-holy places
of Buddhism! This region is populated by Hindus and
Muslims; there are no Buddhists; even so, years ago,
there were no butcher-shops here, and if people wanted
meat, they had to go to neighboring towns to buy it,
but now that has changed, too. Demand has obviously
created the supply, and quality has given way to quantity.
I have no desire to go there again, preferring to
visit lesser-known Buddhist places, of which there
is no shortage in India— places where one can
be quiet and undisturbed.
The devotion of pilgrims has taken many
forms and varied in intensity; donations have been
lavished on the place in hope of ‘making merit’
and, as always happens, with so much money coming
in, some people have been drawn to the place for other
than spiritual reasons.
Years ago, simple lodging in the various
temples could be had without a set fee, but most people
would donate at least what they would pay for a cheap
hotel, and some much more. Now, however, most temples
tell you: "This room costs that much; that one
costs this much." Well, we know that temples
need money; they can’t be run on nothing, but
to make a business of it is rather off-putting, to
say the least. And last year, when I sought accommodation
in one of the large Japanese temples where I had stayed
before, I was informed: "Sorry, it’s for
Japanese people only." "But what about the
sign over your gate that says ‘International
Buddhist Brotherhood’?" said I. "Oh,
that is just a name," I was told. Too right;
it was just a name, confirming what I always say about
the hollowness of names and how we must look deeper,
to find what, if anything, lies behind. Racism dies
hard.
Near the opulent Thai Buddhist temple in
Budh-Gaya are the foundations of an Indian Buddhist
temple; they have been there for many years, but never
got any further, because, my informant said, no sooner
was money raised to continue the construction, than
one of the monks absconded with the funds. Indian
monks have such a reputation, that none of the temples
there will allow them to stay. And this is India,
the land where it all began! But I have seen it myself;
it’s not just hearsay. At Kusinara, the place
where the Buddha breathed his last, I observed a gang—
for want of a better word— of Indian monks hanging
around the main shrine, waiting for busloads of foreign
visitors. As soon as any come, these ‘monks’
hurry into the shrine and sit cross-legged to create
the impression they are meditating, with the hope
that when the visitors enter and see them, they will
give them money; obviously, their ruse works often
enough, as I was told they’d been there for
quite a while.
Unlike in former times, it is not hard to
get to the Buddhist places, but still entails some
discomfort and requires patience; India’s infrastructure
is aeons behind the West’s, and it usually takes
visitors a few days to adjust to the different conditions.
Most visitors realize they cannot expect to live there
as they do in their own lands, but it’s not
for long, so they gladly compromise. They come in
comfort from afar, by plane, then switch to travel
by train, bus or car, not as pilgrims did in former
times, on foot or by horse (not to mention how some
Tibetans— be-fore Tibet was brutally occupied—
made the entire journey, both ways, by taking three
steps then making a full-length prostration on the
road, over snow-covered mountain-passes, down to the
sweltering plains of India until they reached their
treasured destination: the Diamond Throne of the Buddha’s
Enlightenment.
It is a word of great importance in Buddhism—
indeed, we may say that it is what Buddhism is all
about: Enlightenment. But what is it? Do we, like
people of other religions with their word ‘God,’
have only the word— which, in itself, is useless
and maybe worse— or have we, by our own experience,
something of what the word represents or symbolizes?
We speak freely of ‘the Buddha’s
Enlightenment beneath the Bodhi-Tree,’ as if
doing so implies an automatic understanding of what
took place in the mind of Siddhartha Gotama at that
time. But it is not enough to merely repeat, like
parrots, what we have heard or read, or recite ancient
formulas. We must know.
Let us examine the word, ‘enlightenment.’
It has to do with light, obviously. But what kind
of light? Not sunlight, of course, or lamplight. It
refers to the ‘light’ of understanding
as opposed to the ‘darkness’ of ignorance,
and hence is something of the mind. We may use the
analogy of turning on the light at night to convey
an idea of what happens: upon turning on the light,
we perceive things clearly, whereas before, in the
darkness, we could not. Things were there, in the
darkness, but because of lack of light, we couldn’t
see them. Enlightenment, like this, means seeing—
or understanding— clearly what is here.
But what does ‘understanding things
clearly’ mean? It means, not taking things at
face-value, as they appear, but ‘seeing’
their insubstantial nature, how they came into being
from various causes, how, likewise, they change and
cease to be, and how, each and everything is like
a facet of a diamond, not existing on its own, but
‘real’ only as part of the whole. This
is very complex, of course, and cannot be observed
intellectually or academically, but must be realized
on a much deeper level, intuitively and feelingly,
with no space or distinction between the observer
and the observed. The observer is considered as not
different from the observed, for they are both of
the same nature and subject to change, arising and
passing away. We may observe a flower, for example,
and all the processes therein, while a flower has
not the capacity to observe us, but we can see that
what governs a flower’s existence— how
it comes into being, not by accident, but from many
cooperating factors— also governs us; we recognize
cause-and-effect at work in both the observer and
the observed, and realize that there is really no
barrier or separation between them except in the mind.
Without being enlightened ourselves, we
merely speak of the Buddha’s Enlightenment,
and, in this, how are we different from people of
other religions who speak of God, Heaven, Hell, etc.?
It is all a matter of hearsay, and makes no sense
at all. How do we know of ‘the Buddha’s
Enlightenment’ in the first place? This event,
if it happened, took place over 2,500 years ago; moreover,
there was no-one around to observe or record it, and
even if there had been, how could he have observed,
measured and understood what was going on in Gotama’s
mind? Not to say it didn’t happen, or that Gotama
was putting us on, but we have only his word for what
happened; it’s not something that we ourselves
have experienced and verified, is it? Did he really
say what the books— which were not written until
500 years later— report him as saying? Who did
he tell, and how did he tell it? And how did that
person or persons retell it? We cannot be sure, can
we? There is room for doubt or uncertainty here, rather
than unquestioning acceptance or belief of what the
books say. Followers and believers have a tendency
to exaggerate things in order to glorify their teachers;
it was no different then than it is now.
It is said, in the Buddhist scriptures,
that Gotama achieved Sambodhi, (translated as Full
Enlightenment) and became omniscient (all-knowing).
And because it is so written, many Buddhists implicitly
believe it and state it in speech and writing as if
it is therefore indisputably true. But really, to
claim that the Buddha knew everything (or that God
knows everything)— as many people do—
has no meaning, and is just empty, because to make
such a claim requires that the person making it knows
everything himself, and since no-one knows everything,
it can-not be said that the Buddha (or ‘God’
or anyone else) knows everything. We would have to
ask: "How do you know the Buddha was omniscient
and knew everything?" We dare not, as Buddhists,
say: "Because the scriptures say so," as
it would make us appear silly. We are merely going
upon assumption, and this is not very wise, and doesn’t
accord with the Buddha’s exhortations not to
believe him, but to test his teachings as a goldsmith
would test gold, and find out for ourselves.
People who have been to Nepal will know
that the capital, Kathmandu, nestles in a valley in
the foothills of the Himalayas. At certain seasons,
in the early morning, before the clouds rise to obscure
them, the peaks of the Himalayas can be glimpsed in
the distance. To view the sun rising over the Himalayas,
many people go to Nagarkot, an 11,000-foot hill on
the rim of Kathmandu valley, and there, far away,
they can see Mount Everest. It rises 29,028 feet above
sea level, and as such, is the highest mountain on
earth, but from Nagarkot, it doesn’t seem so;
in fact, other peaks appear higher.
If we know of nothing higher than what we’ve
experienced, we would regard that as the highest.
But progress or civilization is a matter of pushing
back barriers and horizons. Europeans of the Middle
Ages lived in a very small world, created and bounded
by ignorance; they thought that what they knew was
all there was to be known; such is the nature of ignorance.
Columbus is credited with discovered America, but
although he deserves credit for boldly doing what
he did, it is not for discovering America; rather,
it is for discovering or exposing European ignorance
of America; there were millions of people in America
already; it had been inhabited for thousands of years;
Columbus pushed back the barriers and enlarged European
knowledge of the world.
Everest has been scaled and measured, and
there are people who know that it’s the highest
mountain in the world; moreover, it can be demonstrated;
the rest of us just have to take their word for it;
it’s not necessary for everyone to climb it.
To most people, the 11,000 foot hill of Nagarkot would
be high. Everest is not something of their experience,
so they can talk only of hills and not of mountains.
Set out on a trek towards Everest— a trek that
would take several weeks— and higher and higher
mountains would come into view, each one appearing
the highest. Skirting them, however, one might be
confronted with a still-higher mountain. And so it
goes on.
Likewise, there are mountains of the mind
to encounter and scale, and each one, as we come to
it, may appear the highest. Looking back on those
we’ve climbed, and forward to those we face,
however, we realize that there are always higher mountains
ahead. Is there any end to it, any point where we
might say, "This is it; this is Full or Complete
Enlightenment? May there not be more ahead?
In the Aero-Space Museum of the Smithsonian
Institute in Washington D.C., there is a display-case
containing millions of transistors, like those used
in earlier transistor-radios. Such a case-full of
transistors was required to run a computer in the
1950’s, but that work can now be done by a single
micro-chip, and has made computers so widely available
that even I have one. We’ve come a long way.
We may speak of ‘enlightenment,’
as we can see there are various degrees of enlightenment
or understanding, like the degrees on a thermometer,
and we can safely say that we are all somewhat enlightened,
but we are not qualified to speak of Full Enlightenment,
cannot quantify it. Enlightenment, at our stage, is
relative, a matter of more-or-less. Certainly, as
most people would agree, we may become more enlightened,
and that should be our concern; we have the potential
for it, and may even call it our ‘birthright,’
because the potential for it has been created by all
the generations before us, gradually evolving from
what people were like early on to what we have become;
we are here now like this because they were there
then like that, not as a result of our own efforts;
we have a responsibility to use what they bequeathed
us, to use it wisely, develop it, and pass it on with
interest to those who come after. This is good enough
reason— if we require a reason— for following
the Way, and becoming more enlightened; we shouldn’t
waste or squander what is ours only on trust. Looking
at it like this opens things out; the mind expands
to take in much more than just this tiny fragment
of life that we call ‘I.’ It is not just
for ourselves that we live.
Reading the life-story of the Buddha (a
Sanskrit word that was part of the Indian vocabulary
long before the birth of Siddhartha, just as the Hebrew
word ‘Messiah’ was known before the birth
of Jesus), we see how Prince Siddhartha had many enlightenment-experiences
before his Enlightenment of Buddhahood, and I will
here recount two of them in order to show that Enlightenment
can spring from observation of things quite common
in the world around us.
When the Prince was still a boy, around
six or seven years old, he was taken to observe the
Spring Ploughing Festival, a ceremonial ploughing
of the earth to mark the beginning of a new agri-year.
Being basically an agrarian society, the people had
close contact with the earth and deemed such a ceremony
of great importance. No doubt offerings of various
kinds were made to the gods and numerous nature-spirits
that the people felt were all around them, needing
to be propitiated and beseeched for help and blessings.
While the King went off to lead the ceremony
with the Royal Plough, the young Prince was left in
the care of some attendants at one side of the field.
As the ceremony got underway with music and song,
however, the attendants felt the desire to observe
things a little closer, so left the Prince alone,
thinking he would be alright for a short time by himself.
Somewhat removed from the sounds of gaiety,
the Prince felt calm and peaceful; he saw around him
the signs of prosperity,
"But,
looking deep, he saw
The thorns which grow upon this rose of life:
How the swart peasant sweated for his wage,
Toiling for leave to live; and how he urged
The great-eyed oxen through the flaming hours,
Goading their velvet flanks; then marked he, too,
How lizard fed on ant, and snake on him,
And kite on both; and how the fish-hawk robbed
The fish-tiger of that which it had seized;
………….till everywhere
Each slew a slayer and in turn was slain,
Life living upon death. So the fair show
Veiled one vast, savage, grim conspiracy
Of mutual murder, from the worm to man,
Who himself kills his fellow."
Deeply
impressed by these things, the Prince sat beneath
a tree
" …………….and first
began
To meditate this deep disease of life,
What its far source, and whence its remedy.
So vast a pity filled him, such wide love
For living things, such passion to heal pain,
That by their stress his princely spirit passed
To ecstasy, and, purged from mortal taint
Of sense and self, the boy attained thereat
Dhyana, first step of the Path."
More than twenty years after this Ploughing
Festival, while still living in the palace, the Prince
felt a strong desire to view the city and the people
therein. The books say that, until then, he had been
confined within the palace-walls like a prisoner,
on the orders of his father, so as to shield his pensive
son from the painful realities of life, such as sickness,
old age and death; he was provided with every conceivable
luxury and pleasure in the palace in the hope that
the destiny that had been foretold for him just after
his birth— that he would leave the palace and
go off in search of truth and become a Buddha—
would not come to fruition, and that the alternative
prediction— that he would become a great emperor—
would take place. Finally, the King agreed to his
request, but only after giving strict instructions
that the town was to be specially prepared, that the
people should dress in their best clothes and appear
happy, and that all signs of sickness, old age and
death should be kept out of sight until the Prince
had passed by.
When all was ready, the Prince was allowed
to go out in his chariot. He was pleased with what
he first saw, as his people looked prosperous and
genuinely happy to see their handsome Prince. But
then the unexpected happened: Suddenly, in front of
the chariot, a bent and wasted figure staggered, supported
by a staff. Shocked at this sight which was so out
of place among the signs of happiness and well-being,
the Prince told his charioteer to stop and asked him
what this apparition was. The charioteer, Channa,
replied that it was an old man, but the Prince could
not understand, and asked: "Are there others
like this, or is this the only one?" (We would
consider this a very naïve question, but it is
quite in keeping with the story, which says the Prince
had never been allowed to see such things before,
so his question was valid). Channa replied: "This
is not uncommon, my Prince; if people live long enough,
they all reach the condition of old age."
Bewildered, the Prince ordered Channa to
drive on, but they hadn't gone far when the Prince
saw another startling sight: a sick person lying at
the roadside, writhing and moaning in pain. Immediately,
he told Channa to halt and asked him about this. "Oh,
he's sick," said Channa, "it's nothing unusual."
"Nothing unusual?" echoed the Prince; "but
I've never seen anything like it before! Could I become
like that? And my wife, too?" "Yes,"
said Channa, "both you, your wife, and everyone
else can become like that, if health fails."
More confused, and still not comprehending
the commonality of such conditions, the Prince told
Channa to go on again. Passing the happy, smiling
people, the Prince's inner turmoil was not assuaged
thereby, and it was as if he didn't see them. Then,
around a bend, they were confronted by a third strange
sight: a funeral-procession crossing their path, with
a corpse borne on a bier followed by mourning people.
Again, he told Channa to stop and asked him to explain.
Channa told him they were carrying a body— a
relative or friend, perhaps— to be cremated
at the burning-ghats. The Prince then asked if this
was something to be faced by a few only, or if we
all come to this, and Channa told him that all people—
no, all things that are born— must die, sooner
or later; some die when they are young, he said, some
in the prime of life, and some when they are old;
but all die. Siddhartha asked himself: "Then
what is the use of our living, of all our efforts,
if we must come to this? Is this really all there
is to life, or is there something more?"
"I've seen enough, Channa; go back
now," he said. Channa turned the chariot, but
before they reached the palace, the Prince saw a fourth
momentous sight: a yogi, or ascetic, sitting cross-legged
in meditation beneath a tree near the road. "A
moment, Channa," he said, "Who might that
be, and what is he doing? His clothes are poor and
simple, but never have I seen such a peaceful expression
on anyone's face before!" "That is a sadhu,
Lord," said Channa, "an ascetic or holy-man—
some-one who has left his home and family to devote
himself to the search for spiritual truth; he lives
a life of simplicity and solitude as a way of attaining
his goal."
When Siddhartha heard this, he immediately
knew that this is what he himself must do at the first
opportunity: must leave his palace in order to go
off to search for Truth; the palace-life, he saw,
was not conducive to the finding of peace and Truth,
filled as it was with distracting pleasures and shallow
things of the senses, things which tend to bind the
spirit, hold it down and prevent it rising to greater
heights.
Accordingly, this is what happened. At the
first opportunity — the legend says it was the
very same night after he had seen the Four Sights—
when everyone was sleeping, he silently left the palace,
mounted his horse, Kanthaka, and accompanied by the
loyal Channa, rode swiftly to the borders of the kingdom.
There, he crossed the Anoma River, removed his jewels,
cut off his long hair and beard and gave these things
to Channa, together with the horse, telling him to
take them back to the King and say that he would not
return until he had found the cause of all the suffering
in the world. Broken-hearted to be separated from
his beloved Prince, Channa reluctantly obeyed, and
Siddhartha set off alone into the forest as a homeless
wanderer in search of Truth. He had not gone far when
he met a beggar and exchanged his fine clothes for
his dirty rags.
It is told that, after subjecting himself
to various forms of mortification— even to the
point of death— six long years later he finally
became Enlightened and Liberated, and was thereafter
known as 'The Buddha.’ His search lasted for
more than just six years, however; in fact, it cannot
be said where it began, but throughout his life, from
earliest years, we can observe what was happening
and how all events were part of his preparation for
Enlightenment; it didn't happen all at once, but as
the result of many lifetimes of effort that bore fruit
beneath the Bodhi-tree in Gaya more than 500 years
before the birth of Jesus (the exact date cannot be
ascertained, any more than can the birth of Jesus).
Personally, I am somewhat skeptical about
the account of Prince Siddhartha being so cut off
from the unpleasant side of life that when he saw
the Four Sights, it was for the first time in his
29 years. I think it more probable that, like you
and I, he had seen such things before, but on this
particular occasion, his mind was so finely-tuned
and sensitive, that he saw them as he had never seen
them before, as if for the very first time, shocking
him to the core of his being.
We have grown up with sickness, old-age
and death all around us, and have accepted them without
too many questions, so have become inured to them
and are no longer shocked thereby, if we ever were.
This doesn't mean that we understand it all, or have
gone beyond the condition of old-age, sickness and
death; they are still grim and painful realities that
we are all subject to. But, although we grow old (if
we are lucky and our lives don't come to an early
end), get sick and die, all is not bleak and negative,
for through it all Enlightenment may be found, by
understanding deeply these very things; we have ample
material to work with.
Seize the Moment!
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