Ripples Following Ripples ~ INTRODUCTION
RIPPLES
FOLLOWING RIPPLES is the third and final part
of my memoirs, after SO MANY ROADS and NOT
THIS, NOT THAT. For an overview of my life ~
for what it is worth ~ they should be read in that
order, and if you’re unable to get hard-copies
of the others, they are available on my website.
I’ve taken the title from Sir Edwin Arnold’s,
Light of Asia, to show how one thing leads
to another in chain-like sequence. There is no beginning
or end to anything, but only a continual becoming.
Whatever is subject to change ~ and that includes
us ~ becomes something else.
The Books teach Darkness was,
at first of all,
And Brahm, sole meditating in that Night:
Look not for Brahm and the Beginning there!
Nor him, nor any light
Shall any gazer see with mortal eyes,
Or any searcher know by mortal mind,
Veil after veil will lift -- but there must be
Veil upon veil behind.
Stars sweep and question not. This is enough
That life and death and joy and woe abide;
And cause and sequence, and the course of time,
And Being's ceaseless tide,
Which, ever-changing, runs, linked like a river
By ripples following ripples, fast or slow --
The same yet not the same -- from far-off fountain
To where its waters flow
Into the seas. These, steaming to the Sun,
Give the lost wavelets back in cloudy fleece
To trickle down the hills, and glide again;
Having no pause or peace.
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A pilot-friend recently made the observation: “Some
Buddhist books I've read have been far more complicated
than anything I’ve ever read about flying large
jets”. Well, I don’t know how it is to
fly jets, but I agree with him that we have made things
very complicated in our desire to work things out
~ down to the minutest details ~ that there is little
room for discovery any-more. As a result, religion
~ and even Dharma ~ has become a net that entangles
us, and we can find no way out. Distrusting ourselves,
and not realizing that there’s no substitute
for direct, personal experience, we conform to what
is written in the books, taking them for infallible
guides ~ gospel truth ~ fearing to doubt or question.
Many people, until today, still believe that the Bible
is God’s word, when it has been pointed out,
time and again, by people who have studied it objectively,
that there are many thousands of errors in it. Nor
do we need to be scholars with Ph.D.’s to find
them, as they are so glaring. The four Gospels of
Matthew, Mark, Luke and John contradict each other
in so many places; read them, to see for yourself.
You would soon come across errors in my books, too;
for example, in Not This, Not That, I inadvertently
wrote 7/11 instead of 9/11. The spell-check function
on my computer wouldn’t pick this up, just as
it wouldn’t notice the contradictions and errors
in the Bible, but they are there, even so.
The wheel symbol, which I’ve often used, denotes
revolution (for what is the purpose of a wheel but
to revolve?) Whether or not we are revolutionaries,
with visions of how things might be, we are all turning
and changing on the wheel of life, becoming different
and other than we were and are. We may have some control
over the way we change, but we cannot prevent it.
Because of feedback from the previous books, maybe
I should say that although I am a monk, I wrote them
not only for those who, for whatever reason, call
themselves Buddhists; there are other people in the
world besides such, all with hearts that send red
blood surging through their veins; all with hopes,
fears, and aspirations, just like us; all with pains
and sorrows. We need to focus on the similarities
between us instead of clinging to names that divide
us and cause so much trouble.
In this and the other books, I have written a great
deal about myself ~ they are, after all, my memoirs
~ but I would ask you to disregard my personality,
and not invest in me ~ or in any-one else, for that
matter. What we should be looking for is far beyond
personality with its limitations. I would be flattered
if you read my books, of course, as I wrote them to
be read, but I’d like it more if you read them
discerningly, and ask yourself if there is anything
in them that might be useful to you, and if there
is, take it and leave the rest; it’s not God’s
word, after all.
For those who might not know about such things ~ as
also for those who need things spelled out (and alas,
there are such) ~ let me say that I take my stand
upon ~ and try to live by my understanding of ~ The
Three Characteristics of Change, Suffering, and No-Self
(Anicca, Dukkha, Anatta). Nowadays, the term Vipassana
has become well-known as a kind of medi-tation. The
practice aims at the realization of these things;
but we would save ourselves a lot of time and trouble
if we saw the contradiction here: Vipassana means
seeing clearly how things are, rather than as we would
like them to be. This is not something we can practice
or do, but something that happens. Why insist on rubbing
two sticks together ~ and wet sticks at that! ~ to
produce fire, when we have better means at hand? Put
aside fearful self-concern about getting something
that you feel you do not have, and see, instead, what
is here.
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